This is not a fancy blog post, it's just me laying it all out on the line and seeing where you're at. In fact, since the idea of actually laying it all on the line and sharing how I feel with you came up last week and to this moment of typing this sentence, I've procrastinated trying to write it at least three times.
I feel like this month has been a bit weird. I have so much new found clarity and love for the direction I see myself and my business going, and at the same time I feel so lost. For an organizational perfectionist, this is really hard stuff. I feel overwhelmed and out of control of my own life. When you add in the responsibilities of being a wife and a mom, it can put you in a panic.
So this is me saying, I really do get it. Do you feel like you've just been totally out of touch with people this month? Can't seem to get a grip on the billion things you need to do? Feel like your body is falling apart in the process and can't seem to keep it together either? Worried the stress is just going to cause you to get sick and put another road block in your way? Do you feel like you're just being pulled in so many directions that you can even manage to figure out how to prioritize them?
And for my nerdy self, this is the only thing keeping me going: my scan is clear, my body will find a way to adapt. I am full of purpose and my business will be here to serve the people who it was meant to serve. For everything else, its just a test to see how much faith I have. Notice, this doesn't necessarily mean faith in God, just faith in something bigger than yourself and your reason for being here.
So in this time of wanting to bury myself under my blankets and wishing it all away (I know you've been there) I'm here to hang out with you and hear you out.
A good friend told me she heard someone say that before every great expansion in life, you have to get through a shit storm to clear out everything that doesn't need to be a part of your new life. I'm in a process of clearing right now, are you with me?
Comment below or send me an email and let me know what's going on in your life. I want to stay in touch and hear what's going on with you. I'm here to listen, I can relate. Remember, I'm human too!
If you need some pick me ups for the week and little tips to keep you going, check out my Facebook page this week. Those are there for you just as much as they are there for me!